tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7228310891901725662024-02-21T18:24:00.662-08:00Living, Laughing and LearningSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.comBlogger18125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-75952851015986678122012-07-07T14:55:00.000-07:002012-07-07T14:55:52.127-07:00For those who have never seen them ... or who may have forgotten .... this was me in 2008 @ 221....<br />
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I still can't believe this is the same person. And I'm living it. Truth be told ... I'm not the same person at all.<br />
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I don't publish these to say "look what I've done". I publish them to say ... "if I can do it ... you can too".<br />
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I've got about another 15-20 pounds and more strength and definition in my near future. School starts in 2 months so I'm pushing to accomplish these goals by then.<br />
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I will. It's amazing what people can accomplish when they set their minds to something.<br />
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Yours in health....<br />
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You've heard a LOT about Andrew. So has pretty much everyone in my life. As I was soaking in the tub tonight (this is a VERY dangerous place for me to be ... I get epiphanies ... I get emotional breakthroughs ... all kinds of things happen while soaking in the tub) I finally figured out how to explain why I feel the way I do about this man. Thankfully I have a very understanding husband who gets me ... who is comfortable with himself and confident in our marriage.</div>
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I've been trying to figure out how to explain the impact that Andrew has had on my life. When he met me ... I was in a VERY bad place in my life. I was so frustrated, so unhappy with almost everything in my life, so in need of lifeline. I liken it to being in a very, very deep hole. I would try to claw my way out of it, only to get so far and then lose my grip and fall back down again. This happened time and time and time again for more years than I care to admit to. I desperately needed help. I just didn't expect it to come in the form of my RMT.</div>
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About a month before I met him, I made a conscious decision to shake up my life. My husband and my house were sacred ... everthing else was up for negotiation. Then my body seized and took me to "him".</div>
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I honestly thought he was a complete wing nut the first day I met him. He told me about the program and I saw a light at the end of the tunnel ... and it wasn't even a freight train. I saw a way out of that deep, dark hole. But I was afraid I couldn't do it. It would mean changing a LOT of things in my life. I honestly didn't know whether Barry was going to support this or not. I mean, I had tried ... and failed ... many, many times in the past 20 years. Why was this time going to be any different? I fought Andrew the first couple of weeks. I tried to negotiate. But he basically said "it's my way or the highway". He stood up to me ... wouldn't back down ... made me accountable. THAT was what I was missing.</div>
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For some still unknown reason ... I trusted him implicitly ... if he told me to do something, I did it. If he said no, I didn't. I didn't question (although I asked questions I wasn't questioning whether he knew what he was doing) I just did. Barry tried to figure out how to get me to obey him as much. Yeah .. not gonna happen ... TOTALLY different type of relationship.</div>
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7 1/2 months, 38 pounds and 36.5 inches later, I am a new woman. I sent him a picture of me from shortly before I met him. He didn't recognize me. I was fat, blond and tired. He showed my pictures to someone today. She couldn't get over the difference. I think I gave her hope. I'm hoping that I can show people what can be done. Yeah, I had to change the way I cooked, the way I ate, the way I work out. But what I got in return has been a new body, a new attitude, a new confidence that I can, and will, accomplish great things in my life. I told Andrew today that sometimes I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself. It occurred to me later that I didn't just mean physically. I mean, I look at this woman and she's so different. She smiles all the time. She laughs a lot. She has hope for the future. She knows she's meant to help others and to accomplish amazing things in this life. It's a little overwhelming.</div>
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So when I go on about Andrew this, and Andrew that ... it's because of the ENORMOUS impact this man has had on my life. Yes ... I've done the work. But he has guided me, encouraged me, and yes, even scolded me from time to time. A little tough love does wonders.</div>
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And Barry has been phenomenal. I couldn't have done this without his love and support. He could have tried to sabotage me. A lot of men would have. But instead, he has supported me, reminded me when I get a little off track (I love to push limits and both of them can attest to).</div>
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So I have Barry on one shoulder cheering me on and Andrew on the other shoulder encouraging me, advising me, keeping me on track. It gets a little noisy in my head sometimes ... lol</div>
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So do I have a little crush on Andrew? Absolutely! Does Barry have anything to worry about? Absolutely NOT! When someone has that kind of impact ... it's hard not to be incredibly grateful. And yes, a little smitten. At least that's the way it is for me. Gratitude is such a scarce commodity these days. But man, I've never been so grateful to one human being in my life. I am a new, improved woman who wants only to help others be the very best that they can be.</div>
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S</div>Sandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-86810855390918469182012-04-22T18:15:00.001-07:002012-04-22T18:15:34.898-07:00I've been trying to decide whether I was going to continue blogging or not.For the longest time, I didn't feel like I had too much to say. Since I changed my blog I didn't really feel I was making a difference.<br />
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Then life got crazy and I was so wrapped up in the experience of what I was going through, I just couldn't give much of myself. I needed to get "me" right before I could share myself with you. I believe I'm in a good place now and I'm ready to share myself with people again.<br />
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Great news ... hubby and I did the CN Tower climb yesterday ... completed it in 38 min. 13 sec. AND I had energy to spare at the end!!! I've been wanting to do this for several years but my health and fitness were horrendous so I never even signed up. But after all the success I've had the past 7 months I decided it was time to stop talking about things and actually get off my butt and do them! Hence the climb. I've already decided to do the climb in October for United Way. Goal time ... 25 minutes. Barry of course is joining me. Gonna try and get a bunch of us to do it together :) So my training starts tomorrow at lunch. I work in a 28 storey office tower. So I'll take the elevator down to the lobby and then walk up ... I work on 19 so if I need to stop I can. <br />
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Now that the climb is over I can finally get back to weight training .... YAY! It's only been 2 weeks but it feels like it's been 2 months! I miss my weights! But my coach (Andrew) has given me directions on preparing for the climb and they've paid off. 38 minutes is by no means a record ... but it's a benchmark for me and something I can strive to beat. After all, the only race is with myself....<br />
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It's interesting ... I never used to be a "bath" person. I was all about the shower ... it's quick ... get in, get out. Then my coach decided he wanted me to have a bath 3 nights a week. The first bath ... I talked to my girlfriend the entire 20 minutes and then I got out. The second night was only 20 minutes but I decided to chill instead. Now ... I'm addicted. I get these epiphanies in the tub. This may sound strange, but I actually have "conversations" with Andrew while I'm soaking. He helps me work things out in my head. Of course he's not ACTUALLY there ... he's just in my head. (I think he's taken up permanent residence there.) Tonight I finally understood why I've been struggling with one of my co-worker's attitude. She is so negative, so whiney and complains about EVERYTHING! I've been fighting very, very hard to stay positive regardless of the circumstances but she tests my patience. The particulars don't really matter ... suffice it to say that now that I understand why I have such an issue, I can move past it and move on. Whew! It was really starting to affect my attitude.<br />
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I am officially registered for night school (holistic nutrition) ... September 10th is my first class. Even though I have several months before classes start, I am so excited!!! I've almost blabbed to my co-workers but I really don't want them to know. This is "my" thing. Of course I'll pass along the info ... just won't tell them where the info is from :)<br />
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My next challenge is going to be doing Zumba twice a week. It's awesome for cardio and will definitely help me achieve my weight loss and fitness goals. And it's fun! I also highly recommend using a medicine ball ... especially for toning arms. It works wonders!<br />
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But I will be back soon :)<br />
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<br />Sandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-79998767548872389422012-03-25T08:07:00.000-07:002012-03-25T08:07:31.869-07:00It's been a month!!!!I cannot believe I haven't posted in a month! It's been a REALLY crazy year so far. But that's no excuse. I made a commitment ... I need to honour it. So an update ....<br />
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I started my new job February 29th and I'm loving it! It's challenging, I'm learning like crazy, the people are great, the company is fairly small but growing, and our office is moving over Easter weekend! YAY!<br />
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And I'm down 36 pounds since September 14, 2011 ... I have SO much more energy, my mind is clear and my attitude is so much more positive. AND I've been following through on things I've been talking about doing for a while.<br />
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We finally registered for the CN Tower climb in support of World Wildlife Fund. So I have a month to prepare. No pressure .... it's 1,776 steps. I think I need to start training ... get my cardio in better shape and strengthen my legs some more. I work out a fair bit but my cardio has been lacking a bit. Today .. that changes!<br />
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Started a local garden club and had our first meeting. It was a blast! I just have to prep for the next one and get a directory together and figure out where I want to take this club. With input from others of course. :)<br />
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I've been wanting to get more involved in the community and to volunteer. So I FINALLY printed off the application form for Girls Inc. I think it's SO important that girls and young women have positive role models to look up to. And with my upcoming schooling in nutrition, it seems like a great place to start since Girls Inc. has health and well-being courses for the girls. <br />
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Nutrition is so very important to all of us ... and we take it for granted. I was just reading an article on my school's website about the prevention and treatment of Alzheimers. Very interesting stuff ....<br />
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So much is happening ... it's kinda crazy .... but I wanted to let you all know that things are great ... I feel amazing ... and I'm so very thankful for the amazing life I have.<br />
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Don't forget ... if I can make these changes ... so can you! And if there's any way I can help or support ... please reach out. I'm never far away :)<br />
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Wishing you a fabulous life!<br />
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SSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-4231861992428015482012-02-21T17:33:00.000-08:002012-02-21T17:45:38.104-08:00What a difference a couple of weeks makes.The past two weeks have been crazy busy.<br />
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First there was our infamous Tiki Party. <br />
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</div>Then it was my birthday. Then I FINALLY got my resume posted online on the 13th. 30 minutes later, I received a phone call from a recruiter I've known for a number of years. Which started an avalanche of activity. <br />
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Feb 14th I was downtown for a massage and lunch with my girlfriend. The dress in my profile pic was my 5th monthaversary on my journey present to myself. Then the recruiter called later in the day to say the company wanted to meet me. Barry was invited to a poetry reading that night at a local cafe. Great place. He read "<a href="http://glasswall-heartsounds.blogspot.com/2010/01/nightsong.html" target="_blank">Nightsong</a>" which he wrote for me. He made me cry. I'm so proud of him.<br />
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</div><div align="center">beautiful roses my hubby brought home the night BEFORE Valentines Day</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiGuERQmNikV6DkM0VDgp1nQ5iqFGNTeKdTiVoc1SMyRJ0o7VQ_kFL04gyh0eKM9r9Ykrxs19N28Q36TGMH7j9mYtrhXqX3q7zI5bqhUdg261RZNLESJYpZj8Up4ZmPBcX3QabkwoTjLY/s1600/IMG-20120214-00163.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiGuERQmNikV6DkM0VDgp1nQ5iqFGNTeKdTiVoc1SMyRJ0o7VQ_kFL04gyh0eKM9r9Ykrxs19N28Q36TGMH7j9mYtrhXqX3q7zI5bqhUdg261RZNLESJYpZj8Up4ZmPBcX3QabkwoTjLY/s320/IMG-20120214-00163.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">my wonderful poet</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy8KNWTsuqZ6UigDA3zjEk1nlGdqgO3VqyYWM9i1bQD7QHPyzBCuowsM_0zHXYN5TLyCAJaIOTshj46T56of197UfTx2S79WKSa_7Ap8sU5v7f5DeRfsiI-u6SEGLBZBW06gi8i4DCWN8/s1600/IMG-20120214-00178.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="238" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy8KNWTsuqZ6UigDA3zjEk1nlGdqgO3VqyYWM9i1bQD7QHPyzBCuowsM_0zHXYN5TLyCAJaIOTshj46T56of197UfTx2S79WKSa_7Ap8sU5v7f5DeRfsiI-u6SEGLBZBW06gi8i4DCWN8/s320/IMG-20120214-00178.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">our charming hostesses</div>The 15th I met with my transition coach and got a call later in the day that the interviewer was available on the 16th. So off I went downtown (again) for my first interview. It went so well she introduced me to the other Administrator and told me right away she wanted me to come back to draft a lease (it's what we do). Later that day the recruiter called to suggest 10 a.m. on the 17th. So back downtown ... met the Regional General Manager, did the test and found out late on the 17th that they were interested. So I provided my references this morning and now, at 8 p.m., I'm waiting. I'm not a very patient person but I'm trying to improve myself.<br />
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I just have to remember to breathe. And to believe that this is meant to be and it will happen. It's funny how we can get a sixth sense about things. As soon as the recruiter mentioned the position, it felt right. I'm not sure why or how but I truly believe it's meant to be. It's all happened so fast!<br />
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I've been reading a lot lately. The Speed of Trust, 7 Habits of Highly Effective People, The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari, How to Win Friends and Influence People. How to Win Friends is 75 years old and it could have been written today. The common theme ... how to build your character. None of the books are about gimmicks. They are all amazing books which I highly recommend.<br />
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And to boot I've amped up my workouts in collaboration with Andrew (the infamous coach). Barry was wonderful enough to brave a darkened parking lot to purchase the latest Zumba DVD set from a guy out of the back of a van (it was brand new ... in its wrappings .... the story is pretty funny). Andrew had been pushing me to do Zumba for for-ever so when Barry asked what I wanted for my bday ... of course I said Zumba! Kijiji is a wonderful thing :) And I'm learning and having a blast and getting a great workout all at the same time.<br />
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So life is great! I hope yours is too :)<br />
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SOSSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-46826638338696794232012-02-21T17:08:00.000-08:002012-02-21T17:08:36.617-08:00Change is afoot ....You may notice over the next several days that the look of this blog is changing. I'm in the process of shaking up my blog. I figure I've shaken up my life enough ... now it's time to shake up the blog.<br />
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Thanks for your patience ... but don't hesitate to stop by. I'll still be posting during the shake up.Sandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-82494349029213117872012-02-02T15:06:00.000-08:002012-02-02T15:06:11.023-08:00It's been a struggle.You may or may not know that I have been unemployed ... it's been 4 weeks today. Perhaps that's why this morning was so rough. I'm not the most self-aware person around. I try to be. But even my former manager (who is now a friend and a very special person in life), always recognized when there was a problem, even if I didn't realize it .... or what it was.<br />
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Anyway ... one of the things I've been struggling with is the lack of progress recently in my quest to get thinner, fitter and stronger. I've felt pudgy, uninspired, a little frustrated. And my health coach has decided to step back a bit .... get me out of my comfort zone ... and make me listen to my gut more. He won't abandon me ... he just wants me to have more confidence in myself. Apparently I've been asking questions the past little while that I already know the answers to. I used to do that at work too. I'm not sure why I don't have confidence in myself. It's like I know the answers, but I second-guess myself ... a LOT!<br />
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I was thinking back to what I was like in my 20's. Like so many 20-somethings, I thought I knew everything. I was confident (or at least I could fake it really well), not afraid of too much. The past few years ... OMG things have changed. I don't even recognize myself sometimes. I'm trying to figure out what happened. All I know, is that I am determined to become the confident, unafraid, self-reliant woman I want to be. <br />
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Everything came to a head this morning ... I emailed my coach a request for help ... I need to get things moving again ... or is it all in my head? I'm still losing, although not as quickly as was. But that's to be expected. I got so antsy this morning I couldn't sit still. I had to move. I had to get out. Winter has always been a bad time of year for me. If it was summer, I'd be puttering in the garden ... he said it was good I was out of work in the winter ... I thought he was nuts but he's right. I wouldn't be in as much of a hurry to get back to work in the summer. We're looking at adjusting a few things to see what we can do to kick start me.<br />
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Anyway ... the "old me" would have been "I gotta eat something" (you know that something would have been REALLY bad for me). The "new me" thought "I gotta get out for walk". The fact that I automatically went for movement rather than food ... is probably the biggest victory for me in this whole process. I've dropped almost 30 pounds of scale weight (probably closer to 40 when you factor added muscle into the equation) and 27 inches of body size in 4 1/2 months. THAT was huge. But that change in attitude ... priceless.<br />
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So off I went for my brisk walk (these pics are what I experienced on my walk but I missed the hawk and the chickadee) ... 90 minutes later, I felt amazing. There's something about the water that totally calms me down. Physically, mentally, emotionally, I felt relaxed. I can't stress how beneficial walking is. He wants me walking every day. He wants me to get out of the house every day. Shake up my routine.<br />
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I met with my outplacement counsellor yesterday (she and coach have such similar messages for me). She's awesome. She really wants me to focus on my schoolwork for the next 2 years. As I was meeting with her, I realized that I will be almost 50 by the time I finish school. So my mantra is "When I am 50, I will be a nutritionist". In the meantime, I have to get back to work in the same field I've been in for over 20 years. But I'm OK with that. I enjoy the work ... I'm pretty good at it. I can live with it for another 2 1/2 to 3 years. This gives me the opportunity to have a positive influence on a whole new group of people who know nothing about the "old me".<br />
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I'm looking at ways to make a difference ... to contribute to society ... and fundraising seems to have become my "go to" thing. I'm canvassing for the Heart and Stroke foundation. I'm planning on doing a fundraising walk on February 25th (Barry's birthday but I don't think he's gonna be home anyway). There's a 5 or 10 km walk in Oshawa to help raise funds for The Refuge ... an organization that helps street youth ... food, showers, laundry, counselling. I really want to help out. And then there's the CN Tower climb in April to support the World Wildlife Foundation. I figure, I'll get myself active and help others at the same time. I'm hoping to help out at Girls Inc. I think it's really important to provide young girls with a positive role model. I had thought about volunteering and helping out for years ... just never did anything about it. Andrew (my coach) has pushed me past my comfort level ... challenging me to start giving back. And I'm happy to do it. All these things make me feel better about myself ... and it helps others so how can I go wrong....<br />
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This is my long, drawn out way of saying ... we all struggle. We all have good days and bad days. Days we want to hide under the covers and days we want to shout at the top of our lungs "today is a great day and I'm glad I'm alive!". The trick is to never give up. I am blessed with an amazing support network. Hubby, first and foremost. Andrew's been amazing ... he puts up with a lot from me. And of course I have amazing friends who are so supportive and who believe in me.<br />
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I wish for you health, happiness, and a full life. Until next time.<br />
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SOSSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-13720451928715791042012-01-23T06:49:00.000-08:002012-01-23T06:49:36.044-08:00The Importance of Habits<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilw0AK8nsEhJfNy4XHb1lSvWEFaCMHB_SeOvsjq0_0D6xa4YNhUwFtfGu7owuaD9K2PCoO1QTOA6ty6jk7Yff8yrYCmoCWme6gQi9xAAZvsi11VbN-hGn8UKsVjsp7UQhm3hnXU0N_6HI/s1600/habits.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilw0AK8nsEhJfNy4XHb1lSvWEFaCMHB_SeOvsjq0_0D6xa4YNhUwFtfGu7owuaD9K2PCoO1QTOA6ty6jk7Yff8yrYCmoCWme6gQi9xAAZvsi11VbN-hGn8UKsVjsp7UQhm3hnXU0N_6HI/s320/habits.png" width="320" /></a></div><br />
I'm taking a little left turn today. Still on the discussion of habits, but not specifically about the Seven Habits of Highly Effective People.<br />
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It is so easy sometimes to let our good habits slide. I have a very specific routine to my day. I eat at specific times, for the most part, my breakfast and snacks are pretty much the same and lunch and dinner differ every day. I also work out at specific times, wake up and go to bed at roughly the same time every day ... I even have my bath nights 3 days a week on the same days. That all works for me. That way I don't go off track.<br />
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Yesterday (Sunday), however, I was so off track with my habits, it was a brutal day for nutrition. I left at 11 a.m. to attend several seminars on ... ironically enough ... nutrition. I took some food with me to try to keep my blood sugars stable and prevent me from eating what I shouldn't. That worked during the day. But after spending 3 1/2 hours in seminars and 1 1/2 in transit home, and not drinking enough water, then going for a walk before dinner, I was very hungry. Dinner itself wasn't terrible. The salad and quinoa were great ... the bacon wrapped scallops ... not to much. Especially since I had a little feed of them. WAY too much sodium. To make matters worse, I munched away in the evening on gluten free crackers and roasted garlic hummus. Granted, that was way better than my old habit of eating chips, smartfood, party mix. However, by the end of the night, my stomach was so bloated, I felt like I looked like I did 4 months ago.<br />
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So ... this morning I woke up at 5:30 (my usual time while I'm not working and not going downtown) ... had an awesome workout followed by my protein shake ... then I made my usual healthy breakfast, espresso and lots of water (1 litre in so far and it's only 9:30 ... 2 more to go during the day). I'm back on track today. Practicing my good habits.<br />
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Most of the time, I love my routine. It seems restrictive and boring to a lot of people I'm sure. I, however, need structure in my life. I can't be trusted otherwise. I make poor choices and I suffer for it. But occasionally, I rebel ... and that's OK if it's only for a couple of hours or even a day. But it's so very important to get back into good habits ... bad ones are lurking around the corner, ready to pounce. And they are so much easier to stick with. <br />
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Next week's topic (which I promise will be on Sunday as it's supposed to be) ... ironically enough is about being proactive ... and about sticking to promises ... especially self promises.<br />
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I wish you an awesome day and an fabulous week. I hope to post about some other stuff that's going on. It's shaping up to be a very busy week.<br />
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All the best my friends :)Sandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-56337419391990370832012-01-16T09:46:00.000-08:002012-01-16T09:46:49.706-08:007 Habits - An Overview<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><img alt="" class="rg_hi" data-height="225" data-width="224" height="225" id="rg_hi" src="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQxAV3M1_Z4DFI1F0HwcPQ9WdyAEDfYed87TfJbltb4quxgXRKJ" style="height: 225px; width: 224px;" width="224" /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Habits ... the Good, the Bad and the Ugly. Habits ... good or bad ... are so much easier to develop than they are to break. But it's not impossible. I'm living proof of that. When you make a decision to make a change ... changing habits becomes so much easier. A habit is defined in the book as the intersection of knowledge, skill and desire. Knowledge is the "what to do", skill is the "how to do" and desire is the motivation, the "want to do".<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Stephen Covey talks about the Maturity Continuum which takes people from the paradigm of dependence to the paradigm of interdependence ... "dependence is the paradigm of <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">you</span></em> ... <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">you</span></em> take care of me; <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">you</span></em> come through for me; <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">you</span></em> didn't come through; I blame <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">you</span></em> for the results; independence is the paradigm of <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">I</span></em> - <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">I</span></em> can do it; <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">I</span></em> am responsible; <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">I</span></em> am self-reliant; <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">I</span></em> can choose; interdependence is the paradigm of <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">we</span></em> - <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">we</span></em> can do it, <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">we</span></em> can co-operate, <em><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">we</span></em> can combine our talents and abilities and create something greater together." Common sense tells us that interdependence is by far the best of the three paradigms ... and yet it seems so rare. People are either dependent or independent. Interdependence provides us with the opportunity to share ourselves deeply, meaningfully, with others ... to collaborate ... the old adage "2 minds are better than 1" comes to mind. <o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">An example of this is my journey with Andrew. I tried for years, independently, to get into shape ... not just my body ... but my mind ... my life in general. I had some success. But once I started working with someone who understands me ... understands the challenges I face ... who gives of himself so freely ... combined with my willingness to learn ... my ability to understand what he's getting at ... by applying that knowledge ... we've achieved such great things ....<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Another example is the collaboration that Barry and I did when renovating our house. Both of us had good ideas ... and as we talked them out and combined our ideas ... the results were so much better than either of us had come up with independently.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In fact, most of what Barry and I do together is a collaboration.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We feed off each other … push each other to think outside the box.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">The book is arranged in sections ... Habits 1, 2 and 3 are private victories ...work on ourselves … habits 4, 5 and 6 are public victories … how we relate to others ... habit 7 provides for constant renewal.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><o:p><span style="font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: small;"> </span></o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Stephen also talks about the P/PC Balance. He refers to the fable of the goose that laid the golden eggs. P stands for production of desired results ... the golden eggs. PC stands for production capability ... the ability or asset that produces the golden eggs (the goose). If we fail to take care of the goose (or your relationship), we lose the ability to obtain golden eggs (co-operation, healthy relationship).<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><o:p><span style="font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: small;"> </span></o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">The PC principle, as applied to business, is to always treat your employees exactly as you want them to treat your best customers. This applies in your personal relationships as well. We should always treat others as we wish to be treated. When you focus too much on results without balancing it with building relationships, you end up with ruined health, worn out machines, broken relationships.<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Marilyn Ferguson observed "No one can persuade another to change. Each of us guards a gate of change that can only be opened from the inside. We cannot open the gate of another, either by argument or by emotional appeal."<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">I challenge you to look a little deeper … think about how you can improve your relationships with others (don’t forget about yourself first though) … not what you need from others.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Too often we run into the situation of “if they really want to be my friend, they’ll keep in touch with me”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But are you keeping in touch with them?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I went through this with my mother … a LOT … she would say “Jane doesn’t call me”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I’d say “have you called her?”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Of course the answer was no.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So many people expect the other person to do the relationship work.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Perhaps we all need to do our own part.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And if you try … and get no response … then is that someone you really want to have in your life anyway?<o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><o:p><span style="font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: small;"> </span></o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Sunday is Habit 1 … Be Proactive … stay tuned </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span></span><span style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><o:p></o:p></span>Sandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-66104580184941778572012-01-08T18:06:00.000-08:002012-01-08T18:06:25.118-08:007 Habits Series – Inside Out<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">This is actually going to turn out to be about a 9 part series.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Anything I’ve written in quotes is taken directly from Stephen Covey.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I will indicate if the quote is from someone else.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I hope you enjoy this series and encourage you to pick up a copy of the book “Seven Habits of Highly Effective People”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It has the potential to change your life.</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">This is the introduction to The 7 Habits.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Stephen speaks of an “inside-out” approach to life.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We are so quick to look at external forces as an explanation of why things happen.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When we don’t get along with someone, when life throws us a curve ball, when people don’t do what we want them to do, we think it’s all their fault.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Personally, I do not believe that any situation is ever only one person’s fault.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I believe there are too many other factors at play.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Our outlook … our attitude … how we perceive the situation.</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">“We must look at the lens through which we see the world, as well as at the world we see, and that the lens itself shapes how we interpret the world.”</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">“We began to realize that if we wanted to change the situation, we had to change ourselves.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And to change ourselves effectively, we first had to change our perceptions.”</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">While Stephen was researching success literature over the past 200 years, he noticed a trend.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The first 150 years or so focused on the “character ethic as the foundation of success … things like integrity, humility, fidelity, temperance, courage, justice, patience, industry, simplicity, modesty and the Golden Rule”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Shortly after WWI the basic view of success shifted to the “personality ethic … a function of personality, of public image, of attitudes and behaviours, skills and techniques, and positive mental attitude”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You can see how this difference has changed how people act and react.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Previous generations were more concerned with who you are rather than what you do.</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Emerson wrote “What you are shouts so loudly in my ears I cannot hear what you say”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How incredibly true.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When there is a disconnect between how you act and what you say … there is no trust.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“Without trust … there is no foundation for permanent success.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is fairly easy to tell the difference between someone motivated by the character ethic as opposed to the personality ethic.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You can instinctively trust someone motivated by the character ethic; personality ethic … not so much. </span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Paradigms.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They are “a model, theory, perception, assumption or frame of reference … it’s the way we ‘see’ the world”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We are all influenced by our paradigms … the more aware we are of our basic paradigms, “the more we can take responsibility for those paradigms, examine them, test them against reality, listen to others and be open to their perceptions, thereby getting a larger picture and a far more objective view”.</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Albert Einstein observed “The significant problems we face cannot be solved at the same level of thinking we were at when we created them”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We need to change our thinking … our paradigms … before we can begin to make significant changes in our lives.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Insanity has been described as doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s just not going to happen.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">We need to start working from the inside out.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This approach says that “private victories precede public victories, that making and keeping promises to ourselves precedes making and keeping promised to others.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It says it is futile to put personality ahead of character, to try to improve relationships with others before improving ourselves”.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>How can we possibly expect others to change if we, ourselves are not willing to look deep inside and make changes to our own self?</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">T.S. Eliot observed “We must not cease from exploration and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we began and to know the place for the first time”.</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">In a nutshell … I believe that in order to improve our lives, before we can expect others to change, we must first look inwards …. Look at who we are … how we can improve ourselves and our lives and the lives of others around us.</span></div><br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I would love to hear your thoughts on this post.</span></div>Sandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-35778629733830503022012-01-01T18:32:00.000-08:002012-01-01T18:32:13.374-08:00Happy New Year Everyone!Beginning of a new year. I can't wait! I just know that 2012 is going to be a phenomenal year. Partly because I decided it was going to be. And I'm taking proactive steps to ensure that this happens. No more sitting around. No more procrastinating. Just "get off my arse and get it done".<br />
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I've taken this past week or so more or less off of my usual routine. Even though I'm still eating healthy, it's not at regimented. I've been moderately active, although I have had days where I've turned into a complete couch potato. And I'm totally OK with all that. I desperately needed the break. I think we all needed a break this past week or so. But as of tomorrow (Monday), even though I'm not going back to work (although Barry is ... sniff sniff), I'm getting up early, working out and following my nutrition plan, getting some work done around the house. I'm feeling very rejuvenated and ready to hit things hard again.<br />
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I also wanted to take this opportunity to announce a 7 part series that I will be posting every Sunday. I have been so inspired by Stephen Covey and the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People, that I am re-reading it. And I wanted to share what I've learned with you. It's had a profound effect on my life. So stay tuned ... and we'll see what this book has to offer all of us. And if you get even just a fraction out of it that I did.... I will be very happy for you.<br />
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Here's to an awesome 2012!Sandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-38507484698462509772011-12-31T13:24:00.000-08:002011-12-31T13:24:04.102-08:00Goodbye to 2011It's been an interesting year. It would take me forever to review the entire year so I'll keep it as brief as I can. <br />
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Suffice it to say that it started out pretty good. I was on a roll with my nutrition and workouts. I was making moderate progress. Of course it's never enough ... or fast enough ... for my liking.<br />
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Spring hit and with it gardening season. Crazy busy. Always lots to do (I have a decent sized garden to tend to and there's lots of moving and dividing etc to do). I was so tired all the time and getting up at 4 a.m. was a little more than I could handle regularly. Unfortunately gardening alone was not nearly enough activity for what I needed to accomplish. Add to all the work, our social calendar this past year has been NUTS! I love it though ... and we actually went to other peoples homes mostly instead of the usual us entertaining. I love balancing the two ... entertaining and visiting. I tried to eat well ... watch my portions ... but somehow the weight crept back up.<br />
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Things weren't very good at work either for the first 8 months this year. There was just a lot of frustration in a lot of areas of my life. I kept trying to make progress ... kept slipping back. Then I had a conversation with my newest teammate at work. And a lightbulb went on in my head. I decided to shake up my life. Little did I know what I was getting myself into. But things got a LOT better at work.<br />
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It started with a new hair colour and style. Then I met Andrew (my RMT and health coach) and my life was completely turned upside down. He recognized the frustration. He also recognized that I would do this ... he didn't quite think it was going to be done in such a major way. But hey ... if you're going to do something ... do it right. It took completely changing the way I eat, the way I think and the way I work out to make such a dramatic change.<br />
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Is it a struggle sometimes? Absolutely. Do I get tired of such a restricted diet? You bet. Do I EVER want to go back to where I was before? NEVER!<br />
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I had my biggest test and my biggest victory just a couple of days ago. Long story short, I lost my temper over something stupid (I was frustrated). Thankfully Barry and Leila went for a drive to look at Christmas lights ... he offered to stay home ... I definitely wanted to be alone. So I'm home alone and all of a sudden I had this wicked urge to eat something completely "illegal". So I went upstairs, thinking I would have a couple of the chocolate coconut drops that are in the freezer. Then I decided I wanted something to crunch on instead. I had my hand on the box of crackers (I'm gluten and dairy free ... crackers are VERY bad for me), pulled them out of the cupboard ... looked at them and said "NO!" out loud. I put them back, went back downstairs and immediately calmed down. Dunno what that was all about ... all I know is that I won. And I am damned proud of myself. That was the first big test in 3 1/2 months. I don't get cravings any more. But this was a trigger.<br />
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The thing that kept me from eating the crackers ... I am TERRIFIED that if I have one cracker ... one cookie ... one of something that I shouldn't (especially my trigger foods) ... and especially if it's an emotional reaction ... that I am going to slide terribly and be back to where I was 4 months. I cannot ... I will not ... allow this to happen. <br />
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I am happy to live a very structured life ... in workouts ... in eating ... even the timing of when I eat ... I'm just fine with all that. What I'm not fine with ... is an out of control life.<br />
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Can anyone do this? Absolutely ... if they choose to. Does everyone need to? I don't think so. But I do believe that if you've tried and tried and tried and nothing has worked well ... then you need to shake up your life. Is it scary? You bet! Is it worth it? ABSOLUTELY!<br />
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I've even decided to change my career. Not sure exactly what yet. But it will have something to do with health, wellness, fitness, nutrition. Perhaps a health coach. Perhaps a nutritionist. I don't know right now. That's definitely a conversation I need to have with Andrew. But that's for 2012.<br />
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So I'm ending 2011 a very happy woman. Along with all these changes, my marriage is better than ever .. Barry is an amazing supporter. We've been together 19 years ... he met a fairly slender woman ... watched as I ballooned up ... and has supported me as I'm shrinking. What more could a woman ask for.<br />
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I believe with all my heart that 2012 is going to be our best year yet. And I hope that it is your best year too!<br />
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Happy New Year Everyone!Sandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-70261182549784239542011-12-22T16:00:00.000-08:002011-12-22T16:00:37.242-08:00I haven't disappeared ....What a crazy, insane week this has been. Thank God it's over tomorrow! I haven't forgotten you ... I'm not avoiding blogging ... I'm trying very hard to keep my head above water this week. Going on about 5-5 1/2 hrs sleep a night .. without blogging.<br />
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Please stay tuned ... I promise things will get better after tomorrow :)<br />
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SOSSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-57174429577324089722011-12-18T19:12:00.000-08:002011-12-18T19:12:19.627-08:00One Week to Go!I can't believe it's only 1 week to Christmas ... 2 weeks until the end of the year. It's been pretty crazy this year.<br />
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But I know that 2012 is going to be a phenomenal year! I can't wait to share it with you ... <br />
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Wishing you a fabulous week ... don't get too stressed out with Christmas coming.<br />
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Yours in health<br />
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SOSSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-87039431112437039042011-12-14T19:00:00.000-08:002011-12-14T19:00:12.280-08:00Peeling Back the Layers<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7c6yqpT2tQfFwgRZaruRnBbQTC_Jl3wT45IPOWDpH0Mi33iGgZ9vGpxEQ59qTSpvtKnOTHp3CE8Cjzif4NNy4dNyXKrD3YUcFrpXw_hcmgv7Ei9aTz_S6oh17QTrftAUjxSPW8al6tWM/s1600/onion.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7c6yqpT2tQfFwgRZaruRnBbQTC_Jl3wT45IPOWDpH0Mi33iGgZ9vGpxEQ59qTSpvtKnOTHp3CE8Cjzif4NNy4dNyXKrD3YUcFrpXw_hcmgv7Ei9aTz_S6oh17QTrftAUjxSPW8al6tWM/s320/onion.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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I always thought I was an open book ... easy to read ... I recently had a conversation with a certain someone who disagreed with me.<br />
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He felt (through experience apparently) that I put on a good front .. the person I allow people to see is fairly superficial. Pleasant, fun, a little wacky perhaps .... but I tend to conversations fairly superficial. Writing this, I remember a similar conversation with a new friend of ours. I do tend to let bloggers see a different side ... I'm more open with my blogger friends. It's a lot safer than "in person" relationships. During my walk with one of my girlfriends last night, I mentioned this and she tended to agree. Guess I'm not quite as self aware as I once thought.<br />
But its scary to let people in; to be vulnerable.<br />
So ... Like an onion ... I'm starting to peel the layers away ... To allow more of my authentic self to show through.<br />
I'm not worrying so much about what people might think of what I do or say. I try to always be respectful; never intentionally hurtful.<br />
I think its human nature to put up walls ... not to be deceptive or to hide anything ... simply as a means of protection .... how sad is it that we feel that we have to hide our true selves. Of course not everybody does that. I know those who don't and I really admire them.<br />
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So tomorrow I have a mission. I am going to make myself vulnerable to someone at work in order to deal with a situation. I HATE confrontation. I'm kind of a "live and let live" kinda girl. But it's been weighing very heavily on me the past couple of weeks and I certainly don't want to bring the boss into this. So ... time to gut it up buttercup.<br />
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Stephen Covey talks about changing paradigms. Confronting issues head on but not in a confrontational way ... in a way that works together to fix things. I like that. Let's just hope that my coworker buys into this ...<br />
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So here's my first big revelation ... it would appear that I have ADD. It explains a LOT about me ... about my frustrations with school. My distractedness. Why I can't sit still for very long. Why I seem to be a little self centred sometimes ... like I'm not paying attention. But I do. So many things .... Why my boss and I just couldn't communicate for the longest time. I told her about it. She was great. Things at work have improved immensely. Life in general has improved immensely.<br />
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I'm learning to be true to my authentic self. I'm a caring, loving person who only wants the best for people. I'm sensitive (a HUGE sap ... but that's kinda one of my most endearing qualities), fun, wacky, serious, concerned as hell about the state of health of our country...but I will deal with one person at a time on THAT issue.<br />
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The past 3 months have taught me so much. I will try to share some of that with you. And maybe one day you will feel comfortable enough with me to share some of who you are ... some of your struggles ... and your victories ... it's our experiences that shape who we are. My mom never understood that. I don't believe in regrets... they're a waste of emotion. I always said that if I hadn't gone through what I went through, I wouldn't be the person that I am. And that would be kinda sad.<br />
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Until next time ....<br />
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Yours in health,<br />
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SOSSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-78418055212128134492011-12-13T18:42:00.000-08:002011-12-13T18:42:31.868-08:00Inspired to try to Make a Little DifferenceMy third month-aversary on my quest for a new beginning is tomorrow. So I emailed Andrew yesterday to see what I should do. He's had specific instructions for the past 2 month-aversaries. He said "act of charity". I'm like ... OK sounds great! What the heck am I supposed to do??????<br />
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So off to bed I went last night (Monday). The evening got away from me and I never did have a shower before going to bed ... yes, I indulge myself with both a morning and evening shower. What can I tell you ... I work out twice a day most days. Believe me .. I need the showers.<br />
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Anyway ... so I'm tossing and turning and trying to get to sleep because believe me ... 4:10 a.m. comes incredibly fast. Because I haven't showered ... I'm feeling kinda icky. Then it hits me ... there are so many people out there who don't even have a home, never mind a shower. I have a hard time getting through one night without a shower, never mind days on end of actually living on the streets. There's a man I see outside Union Station ... I heard him last night ... clear as a bell ... like he was standing beside me saying "please help, please help me get a meal". I'm laying in my nice warm, cozy bed, and I start to cry. Yes, I am a colossal sap. And proud of it. I started thinking about what I could do to make this man's life just a tiny bit better. So I thought I would get a care package together for him. I'd make a sandwich, some carrots, an apple, a couple of cookies and a bottle of water. Then it struck me that he's not the only one. Can I afford to make a huge difference in a lot of lives? Unfortunately, I do not have those kind of resources. I can, however, give 3 people (why 3, I have no idea ... that was what came to me) a meal.<br />
Below is a pic (courtesy of my wonderful hubby) of the care package.<br />
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I was still awake at 11 p.m. last night ... but once I decided that this is what I wanted to do ... I fell instantly asleep. This seems like the right thing to do.<br />
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Yours in health<br />
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SOSSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-74119774059772048492011-12-12T16:04:00.000-08:002011-12-12T16:04:47.245-08:00I've been scolded ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_ZJjN7NZWVX6UQP7XaLZM4qREjcYyoW5_7_ysrPU_hoDjBPdsPs3ag-1V3wBDhxnRwE21yeY7OWrJMUUzU4V-WwC_EP5I2CW6DMqN-J5WSz_97nn3xkTCwSp_rT6b_zLL43Uqv67L5Kg/s1600/scolded.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="211" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_ZJjN7NZWVX6UQP7XaLZM4qREjcYyoW5_7_ysrPU_hoDjBPdsPs3ag-1V3wBDhxnRwE21yeY7OWrJMUUzU4V-WwC_EP5I2CW6DMqN-J5WSz_97nn3xkTCwSp_rT6b_zLL43Uqv67L5Kg/s320/scolded.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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My group went out for our Christmas lunch today. We went to one of our regular spots ...The Hot House Cafe in T.O. I normally had the jambalaya. I decided to have it today. WHAT a mistake that was.<br />
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For those who don't know ... I have been wheat, flour, gluten and dairy free for three months. Not only have I dropped 20 pounds and 20 inches ... I've lost a LOT of inflammation from my back. And most importantly ... my health is WAY better. Pretty good results, right? The only challenge is now when I do eat something I really shouldn't (like today's lunch) ... I suffer.<br />
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So here I am suffering ... and I decided to email Andrew and tell him. Well ... I got my wrist slapped. This is the first time he's been tough on me. It really upset me. He went on to remind me of how many times I've slipped lately. I have a bad habit of pushing limits (just ask Barry). So I thought about it ... realized I need to get back on track .. even if that means being very strict and not listening to anyone other than Andrew ... then that's what I'm a gonna do.<br />
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He hasn't led me astray yet. I put my total faith in him the first couple of months and made tremendous progress. I've been self sabotaging the past few weeks. I called it "pushing limits" or "testing the water". But let's call a spade a spade. It was self sabotage. And I knew it. Hence why I confess my sins to him.<br />
So ... a little tough love from my coach ... and I'm back on track. No more pushing limits ... no more <br />
self sabotage. As of right now (not tomorrow) .... I am refocussed.<br />
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Moral of the story? Even if you falter ... or self sabotage ... you can get back on track. Just refocus ... and do it immediately ... Don't "start again tomorrow ... next week .". Do it now. Right now. And don't look back. You can't change the past. Only the future.<br />
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And if you need a little help .. a little direction ... a little encouragement... I'm here. Just drop me a line.<br />
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Yours in health ....<br />
SOSSandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841951459550135685noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-722831089190172566.post-45716229691748957392011-12-11T13:55:00.000-08:002011-12-11T13:55:55.840-08:00A New Beginning ....The past 3 months have been crazy. So many things happening ... so many changes. Great changes. A couple of men (other than my awesome hubby) have been powerful influences on me. <br />
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But before anyone could have that kind of impact of my life ... I had to be willing to change. And I was so ready to change. I was frustrated.... I felt like I had been hitting my head against a wall for years. I would have some degree of success and then a setback. I never got very far ahead ... something was always there so set me up for failure. Not that I don't take full responsibility for my life ... because I do. I just didn't know any better....<br />
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Less than 4 months ago, when my self confidence was very low, when my job was not going where I wanted it to, when my health and wellness was frustrating me to no end, when I was not happy with my appearance or my life ... I decided to change. I said that my husband and my home were off limits. Everything else was up for negotiation. First step was to change my hair.<br />
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And then I met Andrew .. and my life changed dramatically. I used to say that I went back to who I used to be. In reality my "authentic self" was always around ... she was just lost for a lot of years. Our reactions to what life throws at us can do that sometimes. Andrew showed me a way out of a hole that I dug for myself. And he's been helping me ever since ... guiding me ... nudging me out of my comfort zones. And of course Barry has been incredibly supportive. Far more so than ever before. Because he's seen the commitment ... he's seen the results. He knows how much better off I am now.<br />
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So Andrew was the first of two huge male influences in my life. And he introduced me (or rather re-introduced me) to Stephen Covey. Not in person. Andrew recommended that I read 7 Habits of Highly Effective People. I read that book probably 17 years ago. It had a very large influence on me then ... but those lost years took a toll on almost every aspect of my life. Reading it again reaffirmed those principles and I'm ready to make some major changes in my life.<br />
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My job is much better ... because I'm much better. But I have decided that I need a change. I need to help people. To help them improve their lives ... their health ... their wellness. I wanted to do this back in my early 20's before there was such a need for it. I just didn't know how or what. Now, as I look around at what people do to themselves ... I just want to reach out and help others feel as good about themselves as I do about myself.<br />
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This blog is about my journey. It's a place you can hopefully come to for encouragement, inspiration, motivation ... a positive, proactive model. You can either comment or send me an email. I hope to hear from people I've known for a long time as well as new friends.<br />
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I wish you all a victorious life.<br />
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